January 2011
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when i miss you, i visit you in writing. so let’s have a visit.
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“Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it...”
– John Lennon
an excerpt,
“I wish that whole thing never existed so I’d never have to know that feeling could ever be. I suggest you watch Blue Valentine. Now I’m not making sense.”
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i woke up this morning and i didn’t realize something was a dream. i thought it happened. i looked for you. i looked for you handwriting. i looked for the photograph and the image you had...
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riotous lover
pas·sion·ate
1. having, compelled by, or ruled by intense emotion or strong feeling; fervid: a passionate advocate of socialism.
2. easily aroused to or influenced by sexual desire; ardently sensual.
3. expressing, showing, or marked by intense or strong feeling; emotional: passionate language.
4. intense or vehement, as emotions or feelings: passionate grief. 5. easily moved to anger;...
“I believe one writes because one has to create a world in which one can live.” Anais Nin.
Now don’t get me wrong, I still love Anais and I still respect her deeply. But when she spits bullshit like this I simply have to laugh. I’m living and writing in this world because I’m a part of it and I can’t shut it out or shut it off. It haunts and it plagues me and I sit in my head with myself for...
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AMERICA/THE LAST UNICORN
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Watch1. someone sent this to me b/c they thought i would “love” it and it reminded them of me
2. i only ever dance in the bedroom
3. (i’m your private dancer)
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homesick.
because i’m missing a place i’ve yet to inhabit, yet to discover, and yet to rest my head. missing a sanctuary, a comfort. missing a place i’m sure exists but i haven’t ever been there yet.
someday. soon. maybe.
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2011 has started out euphoric. and densely emotional. i’ve lost hours, i’ve lost all sensibility and i’ve found myself unprepared. i didn’t anticipate this.